A Line Dropped By A Ghost

I am still feeling like shit…

You know something is really wrong with me when I can’t sleep and I am awake, showered and dressed before 8am on a Saturday morning. God I hate depression, that gives you insomia because of over thnking and stressing. I have a feeling some life altering decisions have just been forced on me, and I don’t really want to deal with them.

I feel like a fly stuck between a windows and a flyscreen with opportunity staring at me with a can of flyspray in it’s hand.

I think travelling to Iraq at the moment with a US flag tattooed to my forehead might be more constructive and fun than dealling with life (as it would be soon over then). Nar I ain’t going to do something stupid, I just feel really stupid.

If anyone knows of any IT jobs based in Launceston going, give me a yell as I think I need to get a job quick.

Today just got really shit…

Ask me a bit later about it. Hopefully by then I will have a calm enough head to tell you all with out saying something I will regret.

Modelling Shoot Anyone?

I have got my advertising agent working overtime this week (Chris) to get me models and locations for advertising photos. We did a shoot with an older man and a cute funky young lass at Cafe Elaia on Wednesday. It was fun (and bloody cold) and what I have seen so far, the photos look good. 2 more shoots next week in different locations. It is fairly strange being the one on the other end of the questions. Ie “What do you want…?”, I hate it when my client say, “ummmm, i’m not sure…”, exactly what I did to Alan. But he seems to worked it out for me. It is all looking good on that front.