A Line Dropped By A Ghost

A Death in the family…

I have just gone to feed the fishies and discovered that Square the starfish is all mangled up with his insides being on the outside. I fear that he tangled with one of the crabs in the tank last night. I think that he is dead or close to it. Normally a starfish can survive some chewing on the limbs etc, but his little mouth is stuffed too, which is where he gets his food and water to pump around his body. I took autopy photos.

After feeling like shit this morning and then talking abit about it with Tiarne (see pervious post) when she got up (which made me feel a bit better), I find this!

Ho the god thingies have it in for me (and Square). I think I need a very strong coffee.

A moment silience for the brave orange starfish Square please…

He was a great addition to the tank and will be sadly missed. It just won’t be the same without him sitting on the heater looking all smug like.

R.I.P. Square - Died 19 June 2004

I am still feeling like shit…

You know something is really wrong with me when I can’t sleep and I am awake, showered and dressed before 8am on a Saturday morning. God I hate depression, that gives you insomia because of over thnking and stressing. I have a feeling some life altering decisions have just been forced on me, and I don’t really want to deal with them.

I feel like a fly stuck between a windows and a flyscreen with opportunity staring at me with a can of flyspray in it’s hand.

I think travelling to Iraq at the moment with a US flag tattooed to my forehead might be more constructive and fun than dealling with life (as it would be soon over then). Nar I ain’t going to do something stupid, I just feel really stupid.

If anyone knows of any IT jobs based in Launceston going, give me a yell as I think I need to get a job quick.